Family, romance, angst, and mystery are the stories I go for. In my stories, I battle through vehement emotions, try to heal scars, and put into words the reality before us.
Fate has a path laid out for us, but we don’t always see or chose what He has prepared. Life whispers to us the things we need to know everyday, but we don’t always listen. From our fears, we run away. We speed through the present without thought or with an ungrateful heart. We hold our chins higher and higher trying to build an image for ourselves. But I wish to give you a place of escape, to breath, to stop time and think. If you’re feeling tired, alone, bothered, or bored, come to my world and discover new things not just about fictional characters, but yourself, too.
Most of the stories I write are mainly fan-fictions of Girls’ Generation members including other artists in the Korean media industry. However, my stance is not merely to please the OTPs. I desire to tell stories that say so much more than just sexual dealings, pursuit of happiness, and fulfillment of one’s desires. I believe we are more than this world’s got to offer.
Although in some sense some of my stories can be considered “cliché,” I offer more than just the simple dealings teenagers usually feed themselves with. Life is more than the nerdy girls who wins the hottest guy’s heart or vice versa, and love is more than falling for the touch between two individuals. And although I fairly put scenes that stir intense romance when necessary, it won’t ever make you want to hide from your parents. I have my own beliefs and I do not want anyone to interpret them in the wrong light.
I like to portray characters in their realest sense—to delve into their deepest thoughts and to vehemently project their emotions according to their complex personalities. Everyone has a different approach towards the world. Everyone has different strengths. Everyone has different scars. Yet, at the same time, we’re all similar people asking similar questions, going through similar challenges, sharing similar desires, and feeling similar emotions and conflict.
In my stories, you may think, “Did the author go through these things?” The simple answer is yes, though I may experience them milder than how I portray them. I guess you could say I exaggerate my imaginations and emotions in order to tell a story similar to how I’ve gone through something. Sometimes, I write about things I haven’t experienced hoping or expecting I would experience them someday. Sometimes a friend’s story would make me want to explore more of their emotions. It’s to help me think more clearly about a certain situation. But not all ideas come from “experience.” Sometimes a picture, a song, or a word would just trigger an idea.
Oh, and by the way, I am obsessed with editing. I strive to make my stories’ writing style harmoniously mend together so that people would hear the words in their heads like music. I check my work constantly so pardon me if I take too long to update the next chapter. As tiring as it may seem to go back from chapter 1 again just to check a certain story, I do love having to look back and enjoying my work when it’s finally at its best state.
Here is my writing style in gifs if you’re not interested in paragraphs.
The plot can go from normal life
I kill (characters or your feelings).
I ruin people’s images through mess of emotions.
This is very likely to happen in the middle of the story
…also because I love TaeYeon of GG.
When you think it’s going well, SPOILER ALERT, it might not be.
And when you think one’s winning the battle, the other backfires.
Obviously, I ship.
I like doing quiet but loving scenes like this.
I guess you could say it’s my type of romance:
And love scenes won’t ever go the way it’s like with Hollywood movies
I will also break barriers
Whether sister to sister, brother to brother, or friend to friend, even lover to lover,
you won’t be able to contain the feels
Because I’ll make you board the ship
while the characters try to figure out what “loving” really means.
There’s at least one or two characters that are musicians singing/playing at a restaurant called Xiah Dragon Noodles or at Xiah Dragons Bar.
This is an idea that my sister and I have stuck with. Her stories have that setting as well.
This is her website: ninzzz127stories.wordpress.com